Ilẹkẹ
I thought my mother hid my beads.
“What do you need this for?”, she had said
“To feel sensual” I replied
“Sensual ko, senseless ni” She hissed as she walked out of my room, muttering something about not knowing what she had done to deserve such a deviant child.
I smiled.
Love you too! I mouthed, behind her retreating form.
Then the next day I looked everywhere, but my beads were gone. It could only have been her.
I stormed upstairs, and got to her room, ready to fight for my rights, but first I needed to pee.
And there I found my beads. On her bathroom sink where I had left them the night before when I went to show her how great they made me feel while she ignored me and asked how my 3-day spiritual fast was going…
I said a mental apology to my mother and went back to where I had come from.
My bed.
I love my body.
And I am proud of the fact that I can see it for what it is. A strong and lovely thing that carriers me around while I do my duties on earth.
It is my temple of good things.
My hall of fame
And my partner in crime.
I love my body
For all it does for me
For all it does with me
For all it is to me
My body and me,
With my beads.