Needy

Shame that I want you to have my time

Sadness that you are so nice but you are not available for me

Wondering if I can bear to wait in Hope

Knowing that you need to heal before you can be joined

Regretting that I wouldn’t take no for an answer

Worried about you

Not liking that it has to be from afar

Uncertain

Mostly sad

About a dissolved dream

That you warned me not to have 

And waking up alone 

To find you lost