Folakemi …
I look upon your form with the deepest feelings of desire
I desire the death of doom
Which you represent to me
The eternal damnation to which I have subjected myself
Plays its essence in your uncaring stance
How dare you stand so solidly
So proudly
So O K
How dare you be so confident in the large mounds that erupt from yourself
How dare you bare the barrel of your middle with no shame
Really … how dare you?
How have you not worn a wish to be thin on your face
Covered yourself in a shroud
Until you are born again
As a top-heavy stick
Or a lollipop
With your head bobbing left and right
Refusing rice from aunty
What blue magic is it
That makes you so free
Free from the burden of societies eyes
Free to bask in the beauty of your bosoms
As they spill out
So generously
So soft
And warm
That is how I imagine you must feel
Like a warm bowl of the most decadent dessert
Topping itself with the coldest cream of creams
So delectable
I love you
And the way you make me feel
BOLD!
I hate you
And the way you make me feel
ashamed
Carry the heft of your confident self away
I have had enough of it