Desiring Me
I lay on my stomach.
In the mirror, I can see the rolls and the curves and the bounty of goodness that is my flesh.
And it is good.
I realise, for the first time in my life, that despite my mounds of non-taut skin,
I am desirable.
So much so that I desire myself.
In that moment I transform from the object of critique
To the admirer
The desirer
Seeking to please
Me
And my body
My large, round, full and sexy, body
I become wet
Soaking wet
So wet that I wondered if I have wet myself.
I have.
And it feels good.